OUTCAST.

"My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping, I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing."

(Source: kari-shma, via i-am-magicaal)

"FUCK IT! some shit just hurts more than other 3"

Sometimes I wonder what’s my purpose here on earth I mean why I gotta go through this bullshit. Sometimes I feel like ending it all stopping the bullshit and leaving this world problem free. Stop giving everyone around me all this problems but I’m such a pussy I swear I love some people to much to leave alone in this cruel world. I don’t think there life will ever be the same if I just left without a good bye. They’ll want to join me but there souls are pure. I love my close people they truly are the ones who’s stick by my side and let me be me. They don’t judge me. They’re my family. I wish I had a mom though. I would love to have my mom understand me and accept my decisions and understand sometimes I will fuck up but it will not be the end of the world. My mom hasn’t been there at all and she doesn’t understand it’s kinda to late. Her being a mom in the physical aspect isn’t enough emotionally I needed a mom to understand to teach me that my emotions weren’t wrong. No never ever had a mom in that aspect then she complains why it’s awkward when we spend time together or why I don’t hug her. There’s a simple explanation to that its easier finding approval from others then my own mom.